Death in love

The chest cavity feels about to explode, yet you try to remain calm. Merely you have to be calm if you wish to move forward in love  life. But you are impatient, this is what stories are made of. You wish to skip to the end credits. Those without showing but knowing what happened. The middle you are nervous about but you deserve your END credit SCENE of your own. 

But this is all games, your friends saying no way and you are a joke. They bet you and that too makes you nervous. But you realize something truly profane. That you understand that it did not matter what the others think, shame their small jock BRAIN. Because this is your first of at most 5 you will ever get. The one you are IN LOVE with and IN LOVE comes LIFE.