A Nefarious plan is coming

I am sinking fast and the water is cold. A good thing if I drown there

Then there will be no more games and lies played to deal with

There will just be me being cremated and in a box my remains

That is where I am headed and that is all I have to look forward to

Perhaps a fight as well and still I will get a death penalty for it

It would be worth it but I am on a distant island sitting and waiting

Does this happen to YOU?


 Happy then crying

Your mind plays tricks on you

You have lost before it starts

Your endgame is near

Nowhere to run

No help 

Nobody lifting a finger

Just talk

That is not help

Having money from a will is why you are where you are

Stop pushing me off to others

We are kin

You wait until I am gone

When I am all but on the streets


Up a hill he went

Torn clothes, shoes shredded, his ass limping from all the weight on it but it will all be worth it when he got into town with his haul. It started to turn dangerously and he and his ass sat against a tree.

The man tries to get up to find his ass has died. Deeply saddened but this meant a lot and he would not have wanted to disappoint me and make his asses’ death be in vain. Bloodied now in both feet, a high sun with heat in the low 100s and the trophy would certainly rotten, but he moved on.

Hyenas attacked at night and took half of his bounty. This was now a dying worth of type of kind of quest for the man. He napped close to town but could not do it. He awoke to vultures picking the last of his catch and he was still the town fool that tried to be the town here.

Yes there is an homage and most will decipher this…

Death in love

The chest cavity feels about to explode, yet you try to remain calm. Merely you have to be calm if you wish to move forward in love  life. But you are impatient, this is what stories are made of. You wish to skip to the end credits. Those without showing but knowing what happened. The middle you are nervous about but you deserve your END credit SCENE of your own. 

But this is all games, your friends saying no way and you are a joke. They bet you and that too makes you nervous. But you realize something truly profane. That you understand that it did not matter what the others think, shame their small jock BRAIN. Because this is your first of at most 5 you will ever get. The one you are IN LOVE with and IN LOVE comes LIFE.

Wow I am being f ing Lazy today

I was so wrapped up with other things and worried about a few, like getting locked out here. I think it was a timing issue or I would have. I started walking to see said bf here 6 days in a row. He opened the door, saw me, closed it quick and yelled something to my sister and told the kids to not go near the door. I would say a minute later and it would’ve been triple locked.

But at least I was able to get in:)

Under fire

Attacked from all directions, foes and a Benedict Arnold like crew. They came in as friends to be double agents to the highest bidder. I had no idea that there were many looking for my demise, but there were. 

I may succumb to all of this as I am only human. But I will try until I am finished off and left for dead by these perpetrators.